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I'm home and freaking out! 
14th-Oct-2007 06:55 pm
tony steve and thor
I'm home from vacay and let me say that I need a vacation to recover from my vacation!

Much love to my twinneth bonorattle for my lovely surprise waiting for me in the mail when I returned today.  To paraphrase my hubby's outburst when he saw the copy of "Maybe Baby":
Me: Oh look what I got :)
Hubby: Let me see
Me: *waiting for his expression*
Hubby: *scaning cover* THAT'S Hugh Laurie ?! O_O
Me: Yeah
Hubby: He looks different.......*the green of jealousy starts to consume him*
Me: *Blushing* Ummm, yeah, that's him *blushing more, trying to cover the fact that Hugh in this movie is particularly my biggest weakness*

To anyone who takes any type of seritonin medications, DO NOT forget to take your Paxil (or medication equivilent) with you on vacay.  The withdrawl symptoms....yeah, they are that bad.  I can't believe I am able to type, it is THAT bad.

And yes I missed Tuesday's episode, will be watching tonight!!

 
Comments 
14th-Oct-2007 11:19 pm (UTC)
Yeah, I used to take Paxil and even after just a couple days missing my medication I'd go crazy *hugs*
14th-Oct-2007 11:25 pm (UTC)
My brain seriously feels like it's shaking and is going to fly out of my head. This is awful!!! I can't believe that they don't warn you about the withdrawls. I called the nurse line about it and she couldn't find withdrawl symptoms. I was like, HELLO GOOGLE IT!!!!

Ack, this is awful!
14th-Oct-2007 11:27 pm (UTC)
Yeah, they can be kind of scary. You will be OK though if you get the medicine back in your system.

I quit it cold tukery and it almost killed me, seriously.
14th-Oct-2007 11:31 pm (UTC)
Yeah, I found the meds today when I got home and took one immediately. I feel maybe 1% better. Hubby was like, "Can you go to work tomorrow?" He wanted to take me to the ER. That shit is NO joke!
15th-Oct-2007 12:16 am (UTC)
So glad it was waiting for you when you got home ♥

Tell Shannon I'm sorry. lol

As for your withdrawal symptoms?? Damn. Take care of yourself, sweetie!!
15th-Oct-2007 12:50 am (UTC)
Just the pic of Hugh on the cover of the DVD was panty changing worthy! Clean shaven Maybe Baby Hugh, is just....GUH!

Shannon'll get over it. I figure he won't EVER watch it with me. He looked at me like I was insane when I read him your message. He was like, "You can't watch the movie because of WHAT?!" and then rolled his eyes.

I will have to be rather intoxicated to watch it without closing my eyes. I am such a dork!

I am starting to feel better.

Watching "97 seconds" as I type
15th-Oct-2007 12:25 am (UTC)
I know *exactly* what you mean about withdrawal. Be patient, it'll take a few days, but you'll feel better soon.

But, hey, you have Maybe Baby!! BEST. MOVIE. EVER. There is just sooooo much (naked!)Hugh to love in it. Enjoy :D
15th-Oct-2007 01:04 am (UTC)
It's horrible but I totally didn't mean to do it. I ahve to have the seritonin or my whole system gets messed up including my digestive track.

I will try to watch Maybe Baby one day, I can't do it yet, too embarrassing. I get very shy where Hugh is concerned. I am a total nut job I swewar.
15th-Oct-2007 12:52 am (UTC)
WELCOME HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
15th-Oct-2007 01:31 am (UTC)
Hi Baby!!!!

How's the story going? I have a little written, I will be working more tomorrow night!
15th-Oct-2007 01:45 am (UTC)
Hey! I actually don't know if I'm going to be able to go through with my smut a thon committment. I'm hopefully getting this job and then school, I haven't been able to work on it much. I'll be happy to send you what I have, which is basically everything but the smut part of the story.

15th-Oct-2007 03:53 am (UTC)
I will help you in any way I can. I've got the beginning but no smut yet. I'm trying to figure out the correct approach for it.

Send me anything you want :)
15th-Oct-2007 01:47 am (UTC) - bet the DVD cover isn't...
THIS:


Gotta love the promoters here sometimes. But my DVD doesn't have certain features your copy would have, so I think it's a tie. ;)
15th-Oct-2007 03:14 am (UTC) - Re: bet the DVD cover isn't...
*snort* that is TOO much :D
15th-Oct-2007 02:28 am (UTC)
I've been on a few different anti-depressants, and I know exactly what you mean about the withdrawals. I was trying to get off Effexor for at least 6 months and it was so hard because I felt like my brain was being zapped every 5 minutes, plus cold sweats, hot flashes, headaches, you name it. Lexapro was similar.

Maybe Baby: I just watched it last night! I had seen it once before, and thought it was kinda bad, as a movie. But the second time through, I just concentrated on how freaking gorgeous Hugh looks in it.

I'm curious what you mean when you say you're shy about watching it. Do you mean like you're embarrassed for Hugh because he's doing things that you know are hard for him, like sex scenes? Or do sex scenes just make you uncomfortable? Or is it nothing to do with the sex scenes?
15th-Oct-2007 03:12 am (UTC)
I'm curious what you mean when you say you're shy about watching it. Do you mean like you're embarrassed for Hugh because he's doing things that you know are hard for him, like sex scenes? Or do sex scenes just make you uncomfortable? Or is it nothing to do with the sex scenes?
You know I could never place it before but I think it's the fact that it seems like it's something completely uncomfortable for him to do. Sex scenes in general don't bother me. But where Hugh is concerned I am oddly protective of him and have such an admiration I get squemish in any kind of romantic scene. A year ago I couldn't even call him Hugh in posts on another gossip message board, it was always "Mr. Laurie" so the girls there started calling me Mrs. Laurie. It's a weird respect thing. Sex scenes seem so oddly private in regards to him. I can't explain it and just come off as a freak :) Oh God, I am such a dork I swear!!!

Oddly enough, the House/Cameron kiss didn't bother me though. I have no idea why.

I've seen bits and pieces of Maybe Baby and it looked awful, but dang t, he's just beautiful and my absolute weakness. bonorattle can atest for this, clean shaven hugh is my downfall.

You should have seen how difficult it was to write my first sex scene in my House fics. That was torture!

As for the withdrawls, it was awful. The meds are back in my blood stream now so I feel better but earlier I couldn't form my thoughts into words and was shaking. It was awful, I never want to go through that again!
15th-Oct-2007 03:36 am (UTC)
Okay, I understand where you're coming from now. I feel kind of the same. I'm very protective of him and hate to see him embarrassed too. But I don't think you're a dork, I think it's sweet! It's nice to see someone else who is sensitive toward that aspect of him, rather than just being like "come on Hugh, get naked!" (Not that I don't want him to get naked, but you know ...)

I think the House/Cam kiss was different because House is different. When Hugh is House, he has that cocky, arrogant air, rather than the sensitive and uncomfortable vibe that Hugh often has.

Maybe Baby is a very mixed bag. I feel like the story itself is so predictable and a lot of the lines and jokes are so corny. It's like a bad chick flick, but Hugh makes it enjoyable. You should watch it ASAP .... you'll definitely love it if clean shaven Hugh is your fave. I wanna know what you think!!

Glad you're back on the meds. That was one thing I was afraid of on my trip to Europe -- somehow forgetting or losing my pills. I would've been a mess, and who knows if I could get a refill over there.
15th-Oct-2007 03:51 am (UTC)
Okay, I understand where you're coming from now. I feel kind of the same. I'm very protective of him and hate to see him embarrassed too. But I don't think you're a dork, I think it's sweet! It's nice to see someone else who is sensitive toward that aspect of him, rather than just being like "come on Hugh, get naked!" (Not that I don't want him to get naked, but you know ...)
Exactly. I get in my playful moods and will make comments but for the most part I am so utterly protective. Ok course with the fics I've written I'm sure people are like, "Yeah right, some respect you have" but I really truly do. Someone once said something about seeing wanting to see Hugh completely naked and I was like "NO!" I don't think I could bear it. It took me a long time to see the 40something pics outtakes and won't post any of him not clothed in the towel. I can't even imagine the horror the poor man felt over those being splashed everywhere.

It's an odd feeling I have, much different then I've had for any other famous person. He brings out the protective lioness in me.

I've got mixed feelings about watching Maybe Baby because my husband and I had to go through In-vitro to have our son so I am leery of movies that take on infertility. And I'm not much for chick flicks in general. But damn Hugh looks so gorgeous in the pics and scenes I've seen. Clean shaven Hugh is my fav, not that I would kick scruffy hugh out of bed but I can't explain it. I may watch Monday night, hubby has duty so he wont be home.

I freaked when I realized I didn't have my meds. My SIL gave me 2 pills to suplament on Wed night and Fri night but they wore off and the withdrawls started tonight. SO glad it's over! (Docs wouldn't fill it over the phone in another city, it's a controlled substance now!)

*hugs*

PS, you're so pretty in your icon!
15th-Oct-2007 04:06 am (UTC)
But damn Hugh looks so gorgeous in the pics and scenes I've seen.

He looks so freaking beautiful you'll be in heaven.

And I just want to say, it's not just his physical appearance, it's the way he looks at whoever he's in a scene with, and the way he looks when he's contemplating something. He says so much with his eyes, it's unreal.

Just for fun ...





P.S. Thanks for the icon compliment. You're sweet. :)
15th-Oct-2007 04:36 am (UTC)
A friend at work asked me once, "So you really think he's hot?" (This after scanning the dozen Hugh pics at and around my desk.

I said "yes"

She said, "Is it the character he plays or him or what"

I thought and said, "It's just him, everything about him is amazing, the more you learn the more you love him. It's not only physical, just Hugh himself makes him attractive.

Well and the blue eyes, gorgeous face....but I digress.
And I just want to say, it's not just his physical appearance, it's the way he looks at whoever he's in a scene with, and the way he looks when he's contemplating something. He says so much with his eyes, it's unreal.
So true! His eyes truly are the window to his soul. THat's what made me love the H/C relationship in the first place, the looks he gives her, just amazing. Hugh is just amazing DAMN IT! We need our own personal Hugh!

15th-Oct-2007 04:44 am (UTC)
THat's what made me love the H/C relationship in the first place, the looks he gives her, just amazing.

Agreed. And that's why you need to watch Maybe Baby ... because whatever its shortcomings, it has a lot more of Hugh giving those kind of looks than we ever get to see on House (simply because the show doesn't focus much on romance). Same with Fortysomething. Have you seen that? He's utterly adorable in that.

Hugh is just amazing DAMN IT! We need our own personal Hugh!

I was just thinking the same exact thing. I mean, sometimes I'm seriously bummed that I'll never know him. And barring that, I wish I could find someone who is even remotely similar.
15th-Oct-2007 04:45 am (UTC)
P.S. I'm in love with that icon.
15th-Oct-2007 02:39 am (UTC)
Me: *Blushing* Ummm, yeah, that's him
Awwwww. You still have modesty! That's so cute! Unlike the rest of us shameless fangirls.......

Oh G-d, I had to go off an SSRI cold turkey and it made me want to die only I would have had to kill myself over and over it felt so awful. *pets you* Having had to do it since.... I am handing you
crushed ice and a little water in a baggie
gravol
down comforter
HOUSE!
Stay on the couch as much as you can and go to PPTH in the AM if you don't feel better!

:) Hope you had a great vacay, you deserve it.
15th-Oct-2007 03:17 am (UTC)
Awwwww. You still have modesty! That's so cute! Unlike the rest of us shameless fangirls.......
Ugh I do, I am so hopeless. My respect and admiration for him trump everything in the end. It's amazing that I can write smut at all in regards to him. If you ever notice, my House scenes are quite different from my other scenes regarding Hugh.

The withdrawls were unimaginable. I am so grateful the meds are back in my blood stream. Of course the wine is helping a bit too :)

*pets my snowie back* thank you my darling :)
15th-Oct-2007 06:09 pm (UTC)
Hey!

Did I ever tell you that I live in Orlando?? Well, Lake Mary actually. But, Hubby and our 3 kids have Disney passes and love to go when we can.

*Hugs*

H_n_C (Faith)
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